My life as an adult!

you know I heard a funny saying a year or so ago and I think that it is one of the most absolute truths I have ever heard, Our bodies change every 7 years. I know that every body changes and has its aches and pains that can not be explained but I am positive that our genetic makeup mutates after a 7 year period. This is for certain because 4 years and somemonths ago I gave birth to my first child, and I ended up gaining almost 70 pounds between that child and the next. My hair is getting thicker and more stringy, my face has now accepted a cleanser and lotion that will keep my face clean and void of acne ( by the way it just happens to be some of the most expensive stuff on the market. but who cares it works and that is all that matters) and my armpit iches if I don't lotion once a day, talk about dry skin. But the good that has come from all of these changes is that I have found the cause of my clinical depression, it is caused from a severe hormonal imbalance and I and my doctor have found a treatment that is working. It is wonderful to be able to think this clearly for the first time in over a decade. well this is all well and good at least until that one month comes when everything has its place and schedule and than it all changes again. Oh, well it is all worth it. Right????????????

One thing that people seem to refuse to accept is the true nature of music. The tingle when a phrase hits you to the core or makes you realize that you are not the only one in this world who had to go through the same trial. Or the gut renching agony from a song when death and hate is the main theme; making it seem like that is the real world and either you accept it or we will make you get out of our way. How sad that entertainers blatanly eploit the insecurity of the masses to make money and ensure their comfort through the agony and unsurity of someone else and than blame them for buying their product. That is like a medical pharmaceutical company blaming a patient who had a serious physical reaction to their drug that it was their fault for taking it in the first place. Whether or not you choose to believe what I am about to say or not this is the truth and deep down you know it is true. Music, in all its forms, has a massive, huge, gargantuin energy that is released when you hear it. Wow what a concept, when you hear it. That is why some music can pull you deeper into the depths of depression, but also why the most inspirational song,with or without music, can lift you past the most difficult moment in you life. No one is immune and the only way to fight it is to know you limits. If this is ignored than the truly good music that is meant to lift us up will never be heard or its fullest value appreciated.